Nara

Hello.

First of all, you said that you have a crush on him. Basically, crush is different from love, and I don't think you should be crying a river of tears for him if he really is just your crush.

I understand that it makes you feel worse that the person you like is going out with one of your friends, and that she, despite knowing how you felt, agreed on going out with him. If it is obvious that they are so into each other, I think it would be better for you to try to set aside your feelings for him, not to avoid any conflicts with them, but to avoid feeling worse. It's hard to wait for something you're not sure will come.

Moving on and forgetting the one you really like will not be easy. However, I assure you that it is possible if you out your heart into it and tell yourself, "I am meant for someone better who will appreciate me and will reciprocate my love for him."

You're still young. This particular feeling of yours might just be "puppy love", so they say. In the years to come, you will meet more people, expose yourself to all types of boys, and will eventually find the one whom you can say you love.

I hope this can improve your feelings. ^^